Wednesday, July 28, 2010

drug-induced decorating

I don't recommend it.
Let me explain..

This summer, Christian and I took a trip with his brother, Jimmy, and his best friend, Matt.
We drove down to South Carolina, where Matt's parents have a beautiful home on Seabrook Island.
 It was the most relaxing, gorgeous, and fun vacation I had been on in a long time.
I had just wrapped up another school year and I had the whole summer ahead of me.


We swam next to dolphins, drank beer on the beach and laid in the sun all day.


 It was heaven...


Until I got Poison Ivy.


All over my body.
And my face.
And my lips.

What followed was an emergency trip to the local clinic and three rounds of steroids.
I was on steroids for almost a month, long after we got back home to Indy.
The horrible, itchy, ugly red bumps would not go away!

My doctor warned me about the "three H's" that steroids can cause.
Hyper. Hungry. Hateful.

I wasn't hungry or hateful.
 But I was hyper.

I was in the best mood of my life.
I had energy to last me days.
Literally.

I went days without sleeping at all.
I would go to bed with Christian, lay awake all night planning all sorts of different projects and scheming on big ideas, and then, at the first sight of sunlight, I would pop out of bed and get to work on my projects.

I was crazy.

Some of my energy went to good use.
I would reorganize cabinets and clean like a mad woman.

But I also had lots of redecorating ideas.
Most of them were awful.
Poor Christian would come home from work and I'd be there to meet him in the driveway.
"I did something," I would say, "and you can't be mad..."

One example is this:
My friend Jane had given me a tiny sample of robin's egg blue colored paint.
For some reason, in the middle of the night, I decided it would look so classy on our attic door.



Fail.
Not classy.
Just weird.
(It actually looks kind of cool in the picture, but trust me, in real life it is not cool.)

However, one good thing did come from my sleepless nights and excessive energy.
I went to the hardware store for some chalkboard paint.

Then, I did this:




I loved it.
Christian loved it.
It stayed.  

It will be so fun to change the quotes with the seasons and our friends get a kick out of writing inappropriate things on our pantry door.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

being a grown up

I was a little girl
Alone in my little world
Who dreamed of a little home for me
I played pretend between the trees
And fed my house guests bark and lea
ves
And laughed in my pretty bed of green

I had a dream

That I could fly
From the highest swing
I had a dream

Long walks in the dark

Through woods grown behind the park
I asked God who I'm supposed to be
The stars smiled down at me
God answered in silent reverie
I said a prayer and fell asleep

I had a dream

That I could fly
From the highest tree
I had a dream


-Priscilla Ahn


When did I become a grown up?
Seriously.
It's terrifying.
I guess I always assumed that being a grown up means having all the answers.

False. 

I love my little house and my two sweet cats.
I love that I get to live with my best friend.
I even love my job.
So, being an adult isn't so bad.

But it still scares me when I think about it.

I am beginning to realize how fast time passes.
It seems to pass faster each year.
 

And I have a terrible memory.
I like to blame it on the fact that I have moved several times, but that's probably not true.
I probably just have a terrible memory.

I'm also really bad at keeping in touch with friends.

Ugh. 
It's a huge flaw and I really need to work on it.

So, I've decided I need to start documenting.

Hence the blog.

 
Hopefully it will help me keep my friends updated on my life.
(If they want to read my ramblings that is.

I personally love to stalk my friends' blogs but
I realize it's not for everyone.)
 
Most importantly though, I'm hoping that this can be a safe place to archive my thoughts, pictures, projects, and life changes.

I am embracing this whole grown up thing.
It can be a little overwhelming at times, but I take comfort i
n this:
"I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." 

Jeremiah 29:11